& still not a word… no call… no text, I’m just simply erased from your life…Could I blame you? No one really took the time to ever understand me, I mean fuck i am fucked up, I’m crazy… but once you are able to get past all of that…that’s when my true colors show. You see, it’s a test.. you get past the worse then perhaps ill let you see the...
Holidays have never been a big thing in my house. Just the usual, family comes over, we have a big lunch and we all pretend to be fine. We smile and we laugh but the only thing i want to do is get away from there. To run and to not look back. I can feel that I’m not like them… not at all. They all have there lives set up for them… They know who they are going to become, the type...
I have recently learned that the people who mean the most to you are the people who will leave the biggest dent in your heart.. No matter how much they promise not to be like the others, they always will be… No matter how much you hope that they mean everything this time, they end up always proving you wrong and always proving everyone else right… In other words, I learned that...
What to do
Finally finished all my exams but doesn’t really leave me stress free. Been confused about two guys that are both wonderful guys. I don’t know who to choose and I hate when I’m in these situations, I hate hurting people especially two great guys that just want me to feel the same way. Love sucks.